ADVENTURER
Better was it to go unknown & leave behind you an arch, then to burn like a meteor and leave no dust
played by
Benetnasch
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#runarl
#27 y/o
#demi-rom lesbian
#5'9
#wary
#rogueish
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Scherza grew up in an enviroment that required her to be social and polite; her family ran an inn and she was expected to help out. But underneath the customer service voice, was otherwise unforthcoming and disliked getting personal. Still does, really. She can't pinpoint when exactly it started, but at some point she stopped "feeling" her emotions. Except for those times when she had moments of clarity and they were too much to handle.
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And so she learned to cover them up, to adapt to the emotions projected to others. Mostly to avoid drawing attention to herself and having to answer complicated questions. Questions she really did not want to answer. Anyone who has spent enough time around her or cares to notice that something is off.
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Such as her distrust of men and the aloofness that follows. She can't help but be frank and a little stern, especially if her boundaries aren't respected. But she generally doesn't take well to physical contact without her say so; the last person who grabbed her tail was instinctively kicked. She's got some deeper issues, but the dangerous one has been reduced to casual ideation.
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On a lighter note, Scherza is rather open to dungeon exploring as a group, or at least until she's strong enough to venture out on her own. She's suicidal but not entirely careless. For now, she wants to let out some pent up frustration on monsters and not on herself or others.
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It's a work in progress. She can fake friendliness to an extent, but actually letting people in and maintaining those bonds is not an easy feat. To break the status of superficial friend, trust needs to first be established. Scherza would never admit it, but she is a fairly lonely person. It's why she retreated to books and treats them like good friends. But it's not the same as flesh and bone.
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She really picks up when you give her something to solve, like a puzzle box or a bit of wire that needs to be untangled. That kind of stuff stimulates her mentally and is something to keep her hands busy. She also has a fondness for morbid jokes
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Not too likely, unless she rebuffed you in the past. Having enemies is just a horrible idea all around, so she's not going to entertain someone who is determined to be unpleasant. She'd rather ignore them, instead.
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She doesn't know what to do about that, and doesn't really feel like she's been missing out. Scherza always figured that if it was bound to happen, it would. Someday. It's really low on her list of priorities right now.
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Not a huge fan of planning out romance in advance, tbh. I'd rather it be organic. Especially with someone who is...emotionally unavailable.
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